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ineedahug.
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expectant.
Love me like the way i love you ♥


iLi @ sHoRtEeLi
Virgo-ian
Graduated with a Diploma in Business Computing
In a Relationship with Md Asyraf!


whispery.
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adieu.
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Monday, May 30, 2005
i got cheated!!(but not in a bad wae ar) 6:20 AM

lemme start wif wt happened yesterdae...
was suppose to mit cheryl n jeraldine...to hav dinner together...but unfortunately cheryl sick...haiz....in the end juz me n saihah met up...so we den met mabel to collect my earring tt i asked her to make 4 me...it was DARN nice sia...thanx mabel...(" ,) den we walk arnd orchard aimlessly.....hahax...den decided to take a look at nydc...certain things were diff tere...looks nicer...MISS TT PLACE ALOT MANN!!!!!!(" ,) at first we decided to eat at our usual place,LJS,but den we later decide to eat at nydc!!!den mit all the ppl tere....gosh!miz dem sia...den walk arnd orchard aimlessly again...hahax...reached hm bout 8++

den bout 2307...guess hu called me......the ska guy fren!!!!actuali i juz found out tt he is not the ska guy fren....hahax...but use to call him tt...so wat the hell...n guess wat!!!!the ska guy's name is not khairi!!!!got the wrong guy....cheat my feelin onli...haiz...but den the ska guy's fren told me mayb his name is amin....MAYB onli...i oso tink mayb ar...he look abit lyk him...but dunno lehx...nvm..4get it...movin on...wen he called he wanna act some teacher asst. lar...tink i dunno ar..=P nice chatting wif him mann...his voice...*melts*melts*.....we chatted till bout 2am++...
still cant get over his voice mann...*MELTS* till here peeps.....


Thursday, May 26, 2005
woah! 11:10 AM

hey.hey.hey...hehex..didnt manage to blogg yesterdae...
yesterdae after the maths comp. thingy stayed back 4 a while den went hm wif faezah n yi sheng...hahax..laugh all the wae sia...gt mouth cramp in the bus...whahaha..den bout 1730 lyk tt...faezah msged me bout the claz tee thingy...den dunno y suddenly we side track...hahax...she ajak me go coffee bean...den i agree lorx..coffee bean sia...nvr reject coffee bean mann...hahax...

den wen mit liao...she ajak me go eat at banquet....den we go banquet lorx...after ordering the foods n drinks...we ate lar...den while eatin i told her bout the ska guy's frens n stuff....den............out of the blue...the ska guy's fren appear.....wow!amazing rite...speak of the devil....he saw me den he smile.....i lyk his smile sia....lyk sumone's smile...haaaiii...his smile is WOW!...heex....thanx for the "invitation" faezah....if u nvr ajak me go j.p...i wudnt haf met him...again....thnx..('o',)

todae...nutting much happened...as usual 4 periods of MT...den continue other lessons...den after skewl gt mly remedial...den HOME SWEET HOME!hehex...


Tuesday, May 24, 2005
wat a day... 10:45 AM

guess wat...guess wat....i noe the ska guy's name liao....*khairi*...nice name ritez....hahax...didnt xpect dem to b tere....we r fated or wat...lolx...thanx 2 sab....coz if she's not late...i wudnt get to chat wif his fren...n if i wudnt get to noe his no...so....thanx sab 4 being late.....n thanx saerah 4 not running away while in stuck wif the two guys....hahax...

went to plae pool at j.e....hahax...still cant get the hang of it...definitely need more practice...thanx shazz 4 teachin me...eventhou i suck at it...hahax...den...walk arnd j.e entertainment aimlessly...hahax...n gues wat ...tiz is the first tyme sab n i made decision on the spot....we decided to watch movie...we watched The Amityville Horror....the movie oklar...not tt scary...House of Wax more scary...sab...as ususal didnt reali watched it...hahax...den went to This Fashion....sab tried on this "jacket"...watever u call tt....looks cool......

tts all 4 todae...cant tink of anithing else...in my mind now is him....haaiii.....('o'.)


Friday, May 20, 2005
*bored* 10:02 PM

haiz...im so bored...
haax..told my mum the results i got yesterdae n she's YET to sae anithing...haax...coz i told her tru sms...i scared mahx...obviously rite...i dare not tell my dad aniting...heex..

suddenly remember those tyme at nydc...i miz werkin mann...heard tt alot of ppl quit liao...so sad..n accordin to anna..nycd is short of ppl...now the schedule bk gt lots of blanks...hw i wish o levels is over n...nydc here i come...hahax...*lame*

but now muz concentrate on skewl 1st...u c eh..education is important u c...haax..i sounded lyk sab...ouh yar...sab..sab...u ar..do aniting 4 the 'glitch guy' sia...haiz...didnt xpect tt u cum from u...hahax...newaez,if we r goin to the gig...tgk lar sepuas2 hati ko (c as much as u can)...(" ,)..but not bad if the ska guy is there too...hehex..can c he skank...cute sia...whahaha..till here...

**ouh yar...saihah...dun 4get tmr...mit at usual place rite....but u haf yet to tell me wat tyme...heex..**


so much 4 studyin late at nite... 9:49 AM

hmmx...not been blogging 4 quite some time..had fun 4 the laz few daez...heex...lemme start wif the movie marathon thingy...had movie marathon at nurul's hse on tuesdae...it was fun eventhou me n saerah were late...hahax...was takin our own sweeett time to reach there...hahax...hmmx,lets c wat we watched...Hitch..followed by A Walk To Remember...den Grudge (which sab,saerah,faezah n me didnt watch)..hehex...coz wanna noe y...we were cooking...amazing ritez..."we r ready to b housewife"- qouted frm Faezah...heex..guess wat we were cookin...haax...MAGGI...interesting huh....hahax..at least we cook sumting...(" ,) left nurul's place bout 1930...den went to a coffe shop near Fuhua Sec (not Mr Teh Tarik..the other one..)...Yi Sheng,Faezah,Saerah n me....chatted till 2130...n i missed the chinese drama (zero to hero)...haax...

the next dae...went to watch House Of Wax wif saihah n navya...hahax...the movie was...ermx...suspenseful...hahax...den went to JYC to take the NAFA form....den sumthing happen there...(better not sae aniting here..)

todae...haiz....*sianz*...get our results....most of dem were not happi wif thier results...*DUH!*...the mid-yr sux mann...so much for studyin till at late nite...haiz...amazingly i onli passed 2 subjects...pathetic sia...haiz...onli passed my eng n maths...haiz....i even failed my MT...sad case....wonderin hw the hell im gonna sit 4 my o levels....n o lvl mly is so near...*stress* Haf fun lookin at my grades...................................................

The Pathetic Results:
Combined Humanities = 30% (F9)
Combined Science = 45% (D7)
P.O.A = 48% (D7)
MT = 45% (D7)
English = 50% (C6)
Maths = 69% (B3)


Monday, May 16, 2005
WOOHHOO!!! 10:05 PM

woohhooo.....im sooooooooooo happy todae....heex....onli saerah understands y......n mayb farhan n sab understands too...heex....keep it too urself...k guys?heeex......

nutting much happen todae...went to the centre hopin tt i'll c HIM...but.....haiz....miss him mann...heex....saihah tiz is 4 u....if u tink ian (survivor) is cute...NOOO!!!he's NOT....eww!!!he gt tiz one of a kind look...hahax....but if u tink he's hot n cute....sukati ko lar...haax...('o',) nutting much to sae...till here...peace'


Finally! 7:41 AM

Hey eberione...

finally i got the chance to blog...heex...been bz lately coz of the examz....ITS OVER!!haax...but onli mid-yrs...tere's MORE xams to cum...haiz...dun tink i did well in my mid-yrs...*sianz*

hmmx...lemme begin wif yesterdae....went to JE library yesterdae wif saihah n navya.....initially we planned to study....as usual we nvr reali study...hahax...i had to copy sum literature notes 4 navya...saihah was going GAGA over tiz mly/chi guy (not sure whether he's a mly or chi)...hahax..he not bad ar....quite cute...saihah, the green-white cap guy..*winks*

after a few hrs "studying"...wif navya's "bright" ideas...we started to disturb ppl....as in call dem n disturb lar....hahax...first it was fizwan...den calvin...calvin,if u happen to tiz...sorie...it wasn't my idea...it was ur two buddy's idea...hahax...

hey...had great fun wif u guys yesterdae...navya,so is the movie treat still on?hehex...hmmx,wen u guys wanna watch Amityville Horror?tomorrow or fridae?will be waiting for ur calls yar...till here 4 now...later!


Thursday, May 05, 2005
Yeah! 4:02 PM

Finally get to update my bloggy....many things happens for the past few daez...Last tuesdae was twins b'dae,saihah....the nite b4 was cool mann...saihah spent her last few hours of her 16 yrs old witf us (navya,fizwan & me)!!We chatted for about 2-3 hours..cooool...

Yesterdae something interesting happens to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HE CALLED ME!!as in he called my name...hahax..getting exited over someone calling ur name...hahax....stupid ritez...haax...

owh yar...forgot to thank Farhan for letting me update my bloggy using his laptop....heex...thanx yar...newaez,at yi sheng's hse now...with the intention of studying but ended up blogging...heex..

had social studies n history paper juz now...i tink i'll flung my history....damn tt teacher give us little tyme....give us the paper late den wan us to hand in on tyme....wth sia....hahax....tts all for now...cheers!


Sunday, May 01, 2005
akon - Lonely 12:30 PM

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,
I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my owwnnn
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there
like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for
her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go
bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no
right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that
made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop
playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never
wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll
Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely