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iLi @ sHoRtEeLi
Virgo-ian
Graduated with a Diploma in Business Computing
In a Relationship with Md Asyraf!


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Thursday, August 31, 2006
meltsmelts 11:53 PM

omg!!!i sooo dun wanna any PINK undies...so im updating nw..hehex..
so lemme start wif wat happen on Tuesday..coz i 4gt wat happen on Sunday n Monday..hehex..


Tuesday [29o8o6]
- had "training" wif my darling girls (sham, lyd and qila)
- some ppl ps us...shall not mention names...hehex...
- so...not euf ppl to play...and summore no ball...
- so we den decided to juz hang arnd..
- ended up hanging out and doing a lil bit of shoppings at North Point..
- 1st stop: Starbucks...had hell lot of fun n laughter there..hahax....
- 2nd stop: John Little...did a lil bit of shoppings..hahax..dey shop for undies...n perfume...whahaha...
- 3rd stop: McDonalds....haha..talked n stuff...
- send lyd to the MRT station n headed back to North Point...
- accompany qila to wait for some coach to it up n hand in the form..
- so..the Last stop: Delifrance.....we chatted n laughed alot..hahaxx..
- and we took like 2 pics...hahahahahahahah..=DD

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Wednessday [3oo8o6]
- was suppose to werk but..
- gave my shift to Yuri coz i kinda werk more then xpected...so yar..
- had tutoring instead..wif Dalilah n Syairah..one taking Ns n one taking Os....
- nutting much happened..
- it has already been xactly TWO months since i know HIM..n.....
- xactly TWO weeks since i last met HIM!!!


IM SOOOO MISSING HIM!!


Thursday [31o8o6]
- went back to Hua Yi Secondary School...
- met ALOT of people..for like sooo long...heex..
- xpected to c someone tere...but he wasnt tere..but nvm..
- after the whole thing went to JE to catch things up wif my old buddies...
- shariffah, diyana, farhana, reshmel, yus, aaz, saerah and sabariah...
- went to play pool!!
- owh..tere were the guys too.. sydi, luqman, norhan and azmi...
- done wif pool-ing..when to the library and............
- saw SOMEONE who i wanted to mit BADLY!!like OMG!!!hahax.....
- like FINALLY i gt to see HIM!! *melts*melts*
- AND!!!!my friends (saerah,sabariah n aaz) just have to like make me ps in front of him...hahaha...but nvm..its ok...bleah!heex...=DD


To all the teachers who have and have not taught me: HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!!


Saturday, August 26, 2006
finally the pixis r up! 3:04 AM

after like sooooo long...i finally uploaded the pixies..hehex..=D
so here goes....enjoyes...=DD


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Group foto w miss celeste


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at moshi's hostel..nice scenery mann....


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celebrating moshi's bday @ esplanade


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NPCC Sizing command - "Yang Tinggi ke kanan, Rendah ke kiri. Dalam satu barisan paras."
Translation - "The tallest to the right, shortest to the left. In one row, move"


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second day of fireworks!


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Ms Celeste w the ladeez


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Ms Celeste w the gentlemen


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My Happy Family...+ Uncle Chye oso..but no pics of me w him..haax..so sad...=X


Thursday, August 24, 2006
illmissW26G 2:51 PM

This entry is for all my frens in W26G '06/07 of sem 1.


To my dearest darlinks and dears....it has been a GREAT pleasure knowing all of you in W26G. Its fun having you guys in W26G and everyone making all the "GRACIOUS" remarks..hahax...Yesterday was our last day of us being classmates but you guys will still be my schoolmates...and will always be my friend! *huggshuggs*


To my GFs:
Joyce, Susanti,Moshi, Pauline and Jin.......
You gals has spiced up my days in RP with all fun time we had together;hanging out and all. From all the crappy craps to the serious issues. Although we onli knew each other for like 4 months....the bonding between us is like its already been 4 years. Lurve u gals! Keep on rocking!! *huggs*huggs*

To my BFs:
Wee Shen, Prabhu, YitFang, Chye Wei, Jawad, Derrick, Wing and Alan.....
You guys rox!!!EVENTHOU u guys keep bullying and disturbing me......hahahax....its great hanging out wif you guys. NEVER fail to make me PINCH any of you..=x and to all...SORIE for all the marks which i've made....=x it wasn't on purpose..u guys made me do it..heex..but above all, i still love you guys...*huggies* Rock On!! stay in contacts yar...=DD


owh yar before i end this entry here's some title for my fellow classmates:

GRACIOUS Kings : Ang Chye Wei, Muhammad Abdul Jawad
GRACIOUS Queen : Susanti Neo

Slackers: EVERONE!!hahahx.........


-=[W26Gracious]=-


Wednesday, August 23, 2006
imfallinginlovewithyou! 5:31 PM

hey im sooo bored......

i think i shall talk about a guy name *ahem*ahem*....
3oth June 2oo6...the first time i met him...first impression..'HE IS SOOOO CUTE'....somewhat like Mr Must Not but i think his better....

he's shy,soft-spoken...which explains y he LOVES to mumble when he's actually talking..hahahaha...likes to talk about my birthmark (sometimes i can't even figure out whether it is a comment or compliment -.-")..he has a nice SMILE...omg!!!!!*melts*melts*

he nvr fails to make me smile/laugh when im down....he's such a sweetheart...=D i cant seem to get angry with him..hahax..=D thats all i have to say about him...

He is just a fren of mine...........


i HATE lydia natasya!! 1:59 AM

hahax...as the title shows..i HATE lydia natasya!!!coz...she saw HIM!!!omg!!!its so not fair!!!!how i wish i was at her position..omg!!!!n the whole nite she'd made me jealous..-.-" hmph! I HATE YOU LYD!!!


aniwae, training was cancelled todae...so we (shamala, lyd, durga and me) decided to train on our own..but den we haf no balls n not enuf players....so.....we decided to juz hang out in skewl!!first stop..Cafe Galilee..located at the level 3 of the library...had some bites..we ate brownies!!*yum*yum*...den helped durga wif her bloggy....dey we played pool!! we played 2 games...coz den the library was about to close so yar...


then our 2nd stop...level 3 "The Ramp"....we snapped ALOT of pics tere..like ALOT....hahax...arnd 80plus pics fom tere...hahax...total number of pics taken the whole dae...arnd 100plus...hahax...had a GREAT time wif dem..=D *huggs*huggs* LOVE dem...but NOT lyd (for todae onli okay?)..hahax...


so here are some of the pics we took todae...=D owh yar...plus the pics my classmates from W26G took also..=D Enjoy!



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by my darlinks of W26G!!

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some of my RPnetballerz DARLINKS!


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more pixis!


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durga wasn't playing so no pic of her..*bleah*


*im sooooooo missing him!!!gosh!!*
*and my mum tot he is my bf...hahax....isnt it cool!!!(how i wish!!)*


Monday, August 21, 2006
missingyou..... 9:13 PM


Love is like a flower. Blossoms when YOU are happy. Bents when YOU are sad. But it will never wither.
This phrase is given by a friend of mine, Mr Prabhu...dunno wassup wif him...he seems to give alot of this kind of phrase de...hahax....
juz now didnt go skewl....was not feelin well...sudden headache...dunno y...juz rest at home...den met my darling, saihah......to pass her the calculator which she need...den went to Jurong East Library!!our fav. hang out!!!..its been a long tym since i saw her...hahax...long tym nvr go tere liao...den teach her some engineerin maths..hahax..cn u believe it..im teaching her something tt i dun even know..hahahax..but its like we r teaching each other...i hope it reali helped her..=D wishing her all the bez for the upcoming exam...4 days more yar...must study hard kay?DUN SLACK ANIMORE!!!hahahx =D and these goes to HIM too...hahax...ALL THE BEZ!!JIA YOU!!
haiz..nw he cannot msg me as often liao...*sob*sob*...hopefully its not my fault...or is it my fault...hmmx...aiyah..dunno lar....wat i noe is I MISS HIM!!!
-=[5 days alrdy..haiz....]=-


missing him every second.... 12:37 AM

hey peeps...

i seriously dunno wat to blogg about...hmmx..
[18o8o6]
hmmx..lemme c..wat did i do...
- skewl...
- G101 module
- team members : susanti, prabhu, wee shen and yit fang...
- the problem abit nonsense lar...but we did it..but dunno relevent anot lar...hahahx...
- after class...played o2Jam wif a few of dem...the class was like arcade sia..hahax...
- hahax..im forever losing..hahax..u guys wait till i master it...hmph!hahax...
- b4 werk decided to go eat 1st...prabhu, wee shen and yit fang joined us...
- met joyce at woodlands mrt stn...
- end up eating at NYDC..hahax..
- den joyce, susanti and me off to werk...i think i kinda abandoned the 3 guys tere..hahax...sorie guys..hahahx

(owh yar..juz remembered....everyone in NY tot prabhu was my bf..hahax...like wat the....hahahax....teres onli one and onli *ahem*ahem* okay! and aniwae, tt guy alrdy has his own flower...hahax..=D)

[19o8o6]
- woke up...
- bathe....eat...
- watched 'Marrying the Mafia'
- veri touching lar!!!!it a veri nice movie!!its comedy cum romance..hahax...niceness! its a korean movie lar (if im not rong)...
- den watched 'How to lose a guy in 10 days'...
- hahax..like finnally i finish watching it...haax...
- was late for werk due to watching that movie..hahahax....
- reached arnd 7.30...opps..=X (was suppose to start werk at 7...)
- was the cashier...
- Alan keep making me panic 4 nutting...but the 1st tym was sunthin lar...some Visa problem...haiz...nvr happen b4...but dunno wat happen....its either me...so some other ppl touched my cashier...dunno hu..but nvm...its over aniwae...
- ate Mushroom Chicken Rice for supper...*yum*yum*
- miss HIM soooo badly.....haiz....
- reached home arnd 3.15 am

[20o8o6]
- have to wake up early..haiz...
- start werk at 1pm...
- the moment me n Liza start werk..they ask us to buy lunch..hahax...-.-"
- had fun working wif Liza, Nic, Abang Nick, Wanting, Anna and Weiling!owh yar..n Servel (who left at 5.30)
- end werk at 7pm...(it took like forever for the time to reach 7...hahax)
- accompany Liza to Forever 21...
- then Topshop...(where i saw my junior, Zaimah)
- then to Forever 21 again..hahax...
- headed home after tt...=D
- and now marking my bro's work...haiz..sianz...(not that im sian of marking..but the work productivity is like ZERO!!!gosh!)
- and last but not least...I MISS HIM LOTZ!!!! (its been 4 days since i last met HIM...and will still be counting down the days..haix....)

"Missing someone is your heart's way of reminding you that you love them."


Thursday, August 17, 2006
Ticket and Passport.... 11:56 PM

heyheyhey...

since everyone is askin me to update..den i shall update..hahax...lemme start wif
tuesday [15o8o6]
- late for skewl (as usual..hehe)
- had G105 UT
- G105 module
- netball training
- trained in skewl
- accompany PY finish her RJ
- PY,qid,shamala,durga and me had gals talk...hahax (althou all the time im talking bout HIM..hehe..sorie guys...wen come to HIM i juz cant stop...hahax..<3>
- my 'dear', melvin waited for me..to go home together..swit rite...of coz lar..my dear wat..sorie Jin..=x
- chatted wif him....(hey melvin, relax yar..try to think bout other stuff lar...com'on u can do it!!u gt me aniwae...=D)

wednesday [16o8o6]
- skewl as usual...late again..(im forever late lar...hahax..)
- went to skewl wif my dear melvin...hahax..sorie u were late coz of me..hahax..but i nvr ask u to wait one horx..hahax...
- A1o1 module....okay bahx...onli gt 3 grps...
- after skewl mit HIM!!!!hahax..
- went to suntec...he was SUPPOSE to study but ended up he wanna watch movie..haiz...*ahem*ahem*...hahax...
- went for late dinner after that...
- went home arnd 10plus...

*will not be able to mit HIM for quite some time..haiz....*

thursday which is today [17o8o6]
- skewl...really late..reached class arnd 8.55am..hehe..=x
- A111 module
- was a lil bit lost in the beginning...
- had fun wif my group members...and the other groups too...slacking..hahax...onli haf 3 grps aniwae...
- Joyce wanted to watch Tokyo Drift..so we put it to big screen and watched it in class...half wae i played snooker and o2Jam on joyce's lappy..coz veri bored lar....watched liao mahx...hahax..
- went to eat dinner wif Joyce at Swensen (aahhh...swensen...reminds me of someone...haiz..)
- aniwae...had a great time...
- talk and talk and talk....hahax...
- den home swit home =D

aniwae...on wednesday..prabhu said a veri....hmm....cool and touch the heart phrase..."Relationship is our passport......Love is our ticket." hahax..can u believe it..its surprising when it comes from him..hahax...nolarx..juz kidding...but i think it a cool phrase...hahax...tts all for now...`peace

*RELATIONSHIP is our passport..LOVE is our ticket*




Monday, August 14, 2006
sianz` 11:05 AM

shaarrkkksss!!!i lost an entry....dammit...but nvm...shall write it again.it wasn't tt long aniwae.....hhaha

todaes module G103...omg!!!!damn sianz......diff faci....dun even know wat to do lar....everyone like slackin an dunno wat to do...haha...my gro decided on don debate but dunno wat to sae....hahaha....

hmmx...lemme tell you bout yest...werk was quite fun uh..hahaha....there were COOL ppl at the HOTSIDE...theres azz, khai, yus and me!!hahax...played A.B.C....Loser has to drink a cup of SODA WATER!!hahax...suck lar.....i lose 4 times in a row....hahax....felt like vomittin after the whole game...hahax...so not nice...but it was fun!!!!!!hahax....lost a few tings yesterdae....hahax..it jus disappear....till now i dunno wher it gone to..hahax...owh well...4get it...

heyhey...faci come liao....will update more soon..
*missing HIM lotz!!!*


Saturday, August 12, 2006
*Fireworks* 1:55 PM

heyheyhey....

yesterdae went to c the FIREWORKS wif saihah, shahid and HIM...omg!!it was awesome!!!so nice...so colourful....juz sooooooo B.E.A-YOU-tifullllll!!!!

"i want my wedding to have fireworks" quoted frm saihah...

den after the whole thing....saw Nur Faezah Bte Johari!!!!wif one whole grp of frenz.....den we chatted...omg!!!faezah!!!haiz......but i believe u wun do it again!!i trust u okay!

den went walk frm marina to the merlion tere to mit my classmates!!=DD reached tere...take pixies...and more pixies....took some crazy pics..hahax..not as crazy as laz tym thou..hehe..=D den wen we (saihah,shahid,him n me) wan go liao...my 'lovely' grandson and grandfather....came over to us....and they juz haf to make it MORE obvious....as the matter of fact its obvious alrdy lar..but no need to make it worse rite..haha...but nvm...thanx aniwae...=D

den gng home timee...a lil emo lar..hahax...dunno y but he keep quiet den i keep quiet lar...den dun reali talk much lar....den in the train we saw Ferdy look alike...xactly like him sia...but Ferdy look more hot then him lar...but he cute lar..hahax....his smile is like WOAW!!!he felt uncomfortable around us..hahahax...can c...hahax..den he move away...2nd tym me n saihah chase ppl away..hahahax....he sooo cute cn!!!but my ahem2 CUTER lar..=DD

klar..gt to get readi ler.....hopefully everythin is fine....

*im missing HIM alrdy*


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
<3 him lotz.... 1:04 AM

IT WAS LIKE A DREAM!!!!!!


i LOVE todae...eventhou im like sick....but im like cured instantly after i met him...OMG!!!!
*meltsmelts* I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH HIM TODAY!!!we met up arnd 6 plus....wanted to watch Click but the timing all was like.....hmmx..wats the word...owh well...forget it...so den went to accompany him to eat...and and and watched silent hill....hahahax.....frm my lappy i mean..it was like...ewwww!!!!gross!!!hahahx..lucky he's tere..hehe..=DDDD he was sooooo nice......(to me he's alwaez nice..haax..)
*huggs*huggs*

no words can describe how i felt.......it was just awesome....................................................

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todae's module was communication...know shit bout it..hahax..thanx to my team member...AT LEAST i know something...felt reali sick during the 2nd n 3rd meetin...damn!but now im okay..i guess....



Saturday, August 05, 2006
iHADfunWIFyou 3:41 PM

omg!!!i felt like im dreamin.....hahahx...

HE asked me out....fetched me from werk yesterdae (i end werk at 2am btw).....had supper....and we watched The Lake House...hehehe......

im touched...hahax..i mean he's an innocent kid..haha..nvr go out late nite...n he juz did yesterdae..hehe...for me....so swit rite....den he walked all the wae frm.....hmmx...4gt wher to cineleisure....poor him....tts y i hearts him...s a fren i mean...heex...*huggs*huggs*=DDD

about the movie...hmmx.....not that nice thou...but okay bahx...wif his company...can lar..can lar....whahahahahaha....after the movie......went to Maritus Mandarin Hotel......the toilet...whahahahahahahaha...ok..lame..=DD den headed back home....reached home about 8plus...slp for awhile....woke up arnd 1plus....den get readi to go out again and....*beep*beep*....a msg frm prabhu...sae they watching the movie liao...-.-" dotz....hahahax...so here i am bloggin...sianz....no movie...no training..haiz..training was cancelled coz not enuf ppl...haiz...

klar...i tink im gng back to LALALAND....b4 i go werk..=DD hopefully werk is fun todae..if not ill juz die at werk like yest....


Thursday, August 03, 2006
missyou.missyou.andmissyou. 11:26 PM

"Don't just love him, but show him." -by Jaileenmyers
"What's meant to be will always find a way." -by Trisha Yearwood
"Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you!" -by Koshika
.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.


Wednesday, August 02, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAE MOSHI!!! 11:59 PM

heyheyhey..

Long tym nvr update le....alot of things have happened..onli cnnt blogg bout it...at tt point of tym..hahahx...people from W26G shud noe y...hehe..but rite...as u all noe me...i gt STM so..i cnt remember....hehe..=DD

so i shall start with what we did juz now...=DD i had LOTS and LOTS and LOTS of FUN to day wif my classmatez...Moshi, joyce, ahma(susanti), pauline, weeshen, wing, yit fang and chye wei....Aniwae, its MOSHI's burfdae...so yar....we celebrate it grand-ly...hahax..if teres such a word uh..hehe..=D and owh yar..i ate ALOT todae..hahax...

during breakout 2 had..blueberry cake, sushi and pizza..hehe..=D yeah!!no more "fights"...we are free now...=DD den after skewl wen to Moshi's hostel....OMG!!its so freaking nice lar..i wanna stay at hostel!!!!hahax...gt nice view summore...cn c m'sia sia...cool rite!!hahax...

den we headed to town.....passed NYDC..hahax..lyk long tym nvr go tere...meaning i long tym nvr werk!!hehe...a week pluss...hehe...den wanted to check out the new build restaurant, Village..but its actuali the same as Marche...so we did go tere....den headed to Billy Bombers..but den nutting is eye catching EXCEPT one waiter..whahahaha....aniwae, we den decided to go the the Kopitiam at NYC...=DD....and and and..we ordered quite a number of food and shared among us..it was sooo nice..=DD

we den decided to go Esplanade and chill.....coolio.....wen we reached tere...pauline became high..whahaha...we took alot of pix..n i mean ALOT..hahahax....with crazy and sensored pix...hahax..all thanx to pauline's idea..whahaha...

and and and...i learnt alot of new chi words...BUT i cnt remember all!!!or i think i cnt remember anithin...hahahaha...aniwae,thanx wee shen for having the patience to teach me..whahaha...u r the bez lar!!hahaha...=DDD

5 days nvr c him le!!!!haiz....miss him lar!!=DD
aniwae, tmr my dad's bdae....HAPPY BIRTHDAE ABAH!!!LUV YOU!!

kk..dunno wat to write le...bye ppl.....

`peace


im soo lonely... 12:10 AM

today training was cancelled!!!coz no court....damn!!!hahahx..but den we came out of something....Captains Ball...yeah....we played captain ball instead...was okay bahx..no coach...so abit...haiz...dun wan to sae lar uh...den we lepakz for awhile tere...discuss bout our next self-training....tiz sat!!!yeah...hopefully its not lyk the other tym...onli 9 came..all back out laz min lar!!hahax...

been waiting for HIS msg the WHOLE dae sia..but not even one came from him..haiz....the msges n calls are from some new ppl....owh yar...ANIWAE!!!!i gt a shock of my life sia!!!!OMG!!!i cnt believe it mann...its such a SMALL world...hahax...shall not sae it here....but yar..i was damn shocked!!haax...

*have missed him....have been missing him....am missing him....and will miss him...*


Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Home Run! 12:38 AM

i wanna run away from home!!!!

ugh!!!!!the faster he finish his diploma..the faster he cn go NS...n the faster i gt PEACE!!!!!if the faster he gt married...BETTER!!!!damn!!!keep finding fault wif me!!wa lao!!!!!!!make me waste my tears onli....aaarrrggghhh!!!

mayb i cn do slp over..n not go home for mayb......a mth or two...it wud be GREAT mann!!!!

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HE's aslp now...haiz.....i miss HIM lar...

Just always remember that even when we are apart I will be missing you!