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iLi @ sHoRtEeLi
Virgo-ian
Graduated with a Diploma in Business Computing
In a Relationship with Md Asyraf!


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Thursday, September 28, 2006
too lazy too update!! 8:45 AM

HEY PEOPLE!!!!

sorie for the lack of updates..
hahax...im too lazy to update lately.....hahax..actuali im too lazy to do anithing....

new semester has started...and actuali a week has passed......my new classmates okay lar..not so bad lar...funni, friendly and nice ppl..hahahx...

okay i dunno wat to say liao..hahax....aniwae,hows my new skin?cute anot??hahahx....=DDD
class starting soon....so....peace out!


Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i had alot of fun this hols!! 11:58 PM

im here to update le...

Monday [18o9o6]
gt a date wif aaz..to the Acer Building..hahhahx...not romantic at all right...hahaahx...but nvm...as long as we love each other can le...hehe..=D when there to service y lappy...coz the key came off what..so...went fixed it...now my lappy no hole liao...=DD hahax...

when to have our dinner at jurong east entertainment..wanted to try the food at the...hmmx..whats the place called..hmmx...dunno lar...the halal japanese food de...yar...but decided not to..coz waiting for THE REST...eat there together...heheh..so den we went to our fav place...LJS..hehe...saw khalil n his frens...hahax...chatted for a while..n off we go....

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LUQMAN!!
HAPPY ??th BIRTHDAY POH SOON!!
Tuesday [19o9o6]
was suppose to have slef-training again today..BUT most of them cudnt make it...n somemore i cant train oso...due to my injured toe (my toe like dead liao..the whole toe blue-black)...hahahax..ANIWAE...so we decided to watch movie!!but den onli shamala turned up..durga back out last min!!!(durga,u uh!!we booked the tix alrdy..den u back out..haiyoh)so...shamala,moshi,chye,prabhu n me...when to catch the movie Little Man...damn funny can!!!hahahax...he's soooo tiny!!hahahahah...den when to haagen daaz to have some ice-creams!!*yumyum*...walk arnd the mall..den off we go to Marina Bay to mit the rest to have our dinner...*slurps*..steamboat!..onli 7 of us...moshi,chye,yitfang,weeshen,joyce,derrick n me...blablabla *snap*snap*snap*...den went to NYDC to have our desserts...hehe..=DD *snap*snap*snap* again...den off we go..lucky we manage to catch the last train home..hehe..=DD
sch starting this thursday!!like one more day left!!haiz..and will be mitting new people..HOPEFULLY they r nice bunch of people...if not!!!haiz...11 weeks to survive!!NO!!!hahahax...so to those whose in my new class (W26D)...wud gladly want to know u guys..=D
ok..tts all for today..=D


Sunday, September 17, 2006
OUCH! 11:58 PM

update!update!
hahax..

today i kinda woke up a lil late...hahahah....so reached work late lorx...arnd 15mins late...=X open Wait 1...blablabla....worked wif weiling,harney,karen and a new guy named aliff...hahax..which i tot it was mus..hahax...he also looked like my fren,amirul!!reali look alike lorx...hahahhax...

when the clock strikes 6....punched out..den slack in coldside of a while...den go change...den wen i come out...same moshi,wing,chye and alex...so met them den waited for derrick...derrick came....den discuss wher to go..hahahx....ended up at Cine food court....coz wing was hungry..hahax....den wanted to go up..n walk walk..BUT DEN........a minor accident happened to me..haiz...but DAMN painful can!!!!moshi saw it live..upclose and personal!hahahax...but it damn painful sia...i nearly cried..cannot tahan mann...my toes like swollen immediately sia....den quickly went to NY and ask for medication..my darling moshi help me rub...hahahax..and and...derrick was my..err...err...dunno wat to call him...hahax..i squeezed his arm like nobody's business..hahax...sorie dude..u were the nearest...so...yar..thanks for ur arms! =D

i did enjoy myself todae...looking forward to the next gathering....woohoo....
*aaz....tmr our date dun 4gt okay.. ;)*

okay....the pain is acting up again..i think i shall just slp the pain off...heex..=DD
'peace
nytez!


Saturday, September 16, 2006
fun-ness!niceness!sweetness! 11:55 PM

heyhey..


Friday [15o9o6]
- went to play pool wif xuansheng before work..
- on the way...saw Reiko...den she joined as for pool-ing
- Zen was somewher near..so asked him to join us too....
- at 6, Reiko n Zen went to werk....
- played wif XS 2game..hahax...both game i lost!hahahax..=P
- went Kobayaki, acc XS eat..transfer somethings to his hard disk..
- saw my dear melvin, joyce, felicia n another guy there..
- went to werk..(HELL) hahhaha..
- b4 work end kena sabo alrdy..walao....
- hab: stale coffee.......smelly like rubbish lorx!!omg!!!
- zen: whipped cream...lucky not alot!!if not smell like vomit!!!
- the hotsiders + yus: water + vin + olive oil + ranch
- lucky gt bring xtra shirt..hmph!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI YU!!!
Saturday [16o9o6]
- date wif aaz...
- met lemang in the bus.....
- mit aaz behind JE lib...
- she told me that she's mitting her fren for awhile at west coast..
- so as her nice fren...i accompanied her....but den...............
- when reached tere.........trying very hard to locate her "sch frens".......den
- the 1st person i saw....SAIHAH!!!!omg!!!!
- it was just a plot!hmph!cheat my feelin!hahahaha..but nvm..love u ppl....=DD
- so....saihah, faezah, lemang and amin were there...plus aaz too lar..duh`..hahahx..
- and and!!!it was so nice in pejah to make a choc cake!it was yummy!!
- and lemang!!so much os mitting ur members uh!hahahax..aniwae..thanx again for coming down! amin too..thanks!=D
- to ppl whu wishes me n all....THANKS A MILLION!! =DDD

*huggs to all*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SM LEE KUAN YEW!!


Thursday, September 14, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAILENG!! 11:37 PM

heyhey...


first of all i would like to wish one of my side kick at NYDC, waileng, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!*ahem*ahem*...old alrdy uh...hehe...hope u had an enjoyable day..MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE! =D


next...lemme tell u wat we did today..=D....had netball self-training!...it was drizzling..but we decided to just continue playing....so we played...n played..n played....den we heard thunderstorm..n it started to rain heavily...haha..tts wen we decided to stop as our bag were out in the rain too..haha...c! how crazee we can be..haha....


aniwae..den those gals decided to sabo me!omg!!n guess wat they sabo-ed me wif........CHILLI & KETCHUP SAUCE!!yucks!!!n they were like using it like shampoo..on MY hair!!omg!!!lucky raining..so not so bad..hehe...when to the nearest petrol kiosk n "clean" myself abit...hahax....


den qila's sugary fren invited us to his house to like dry ourself.....swit rite?sweetie!THANKS FADZ! =DD thanks for the hot tea + towel + dry cleaning!hehe....thanks again! =DD
den went CWP to have our dinner....den HOME SWEET HOME!


Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i had SOO MUCH fun! 7:58 PM

heyheyhey
im blogging again!im back home from 3 dayz of having fun at Aranda Country Club..=D its a 3D2N chalet...


Monday [11o9o6]
IM SOO HAPPY CAN!!thanks to my beloved calssmates of W26G!!

they actually planned an early birthday bash for me!!omg!!we hen kan thong!r they sweet or r they sweet!!thanks guys!i didnt expect tt to come...and also...SURPRISE!SURPRISE!my netball darlings were there too!!omg!!!sham n qid!!unfortunately the others cudnt make it.....aniwae,thanks gals for coming.....n showering me wif whipped cream!hahax...but nevertheless..i still love u gurls..<3


hahax...we started bbq-ing at arnd 10plus..(ended arnd 1plus)...hahax..due to the rain...and the sabo-ing all...hahax...as i said earlier i was showered wif whipped cream...not only tt...but with EXTRA ingredients such as flour + egg!!!quite smelly can!hahax...but nvm...i went shower straight after tt..=D


after the whole"process"..i think i cried for like 5 times..hahax..touched can!sorie uh....i very sensituve to this kind of tings de..=D lets see...i cired when they presented the bdae cake..i cried when prabhu gave me the flower (omg!tts like the 1st time someone gave me flower lar...real one somemore!haax)..i cried when i saw the huge TWEETY BIRD!!!!omg!!!!!(actually i screamed!hahax..)..i cried when they gave me the HANDMADE pillow!!...and i cried when my darling angelz gave me the frame! (pictures of me with dem...and in puzzle form!!sweetness!!)..hearts them lotz! <3


so in the night..played taiti n heart attack with the guys...hahax...i laughed till my stomach cramp sia!so funni lar dey all...hahahaha..poor derrick always the victim..heex...slept early tt night..hahaha...3plus slp liao..nutting to do mahx...the rest gamble..i slp lorx..hahahahah...owh yar...aniwae,benny..thanks for coming! =DD

Tuesday [12o9o6]
woke up arnd 8plus...den saw the gals were JUST about to slp...hahax..so i continue slping lar!hahax....slept till 11...haax..

showered..breakfast.....watched them play PS2...den some of us played some other game like...UNO Slam..den animal game..introduced by Pauline...nice lar tt game!i just cant stop laughing when its joyce's animal...hahahahaha!den we tought it was kinda boring..so we decided to play wif WATER!!woohoo!!


we played "hei pai pei", animal game and guessing the number...hahahax...loser will gt splashed wif one bucket of water!hahahax...when playing the "hei pai pei" game..hahax..my team all lose...haha..all gt trashed by Susanti..haaax!hen li hai horx!hahahx...we kinda flood the corridor...hahahax...poor alex....the victim...owh yar...n the worst thing is..its a windy day...hahaha!everyone was kinda sick after tt...but den during the night..our lovely moshi gave all of us to drink the panadol cold relieve thingy...hahax...such a sweetheart rite?<3


after dinner..played more heart attack...hahax..den cheats!...something new to me...but its a llllooooonnnngggg game...hahax...den when for night walk...to the beach..played a lil bit of soccer...den something happened..hahahah...den no more ball...opps! =X slack for a while..den back "home"...chatted wif wee,prabhu,pauline n moshi....den played truth or dare wif the rest...the dare....were stupidly funni..i guess...den one by one went to slp...so some of us decided to go night "hunting"...they wanted to go to places like Red House n OCH lar! but.....i dun dare..hahahx..so...yar....=X sorie guys! went back...some of them went to slp...left prabhu, chye n me...talk talk talk till 5plus...den i KO..=D hahax..n guess wat...wen i woke up in the morning..prabhu told me i was slping like a lil kitten in coldness...hahaha..i was shivering!hahax..


Wednesday [13o9o6]
woke up 10plus..if im not wrong...bathe...packed up...den HOME SWEET HOME!
i would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to all my W26G mates who came to the chalet..i really had fun...i enjoyed the time we had together!the jokse and laughter and surprises!!thanks again...*huggs*


aniwae...today is my mummy's bday!!
To my beloved mummy...HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love ya!*muacks*

tts all for today..will upload the pix when i get hold of it..hehehehe..=DD


Sunday, September 10, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHA & RAZZAQ! 2:39 PM

im soo bored!!!ugh!!but nvm....2 more hrs to go work!hahax..


aniwae........i finally got the pics that we took on Teachers' Day eve the other time...like finally!hahax......


so...here are some of them...=D




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us! (wat the hell azmi was doing??hahax)


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the angelz.


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tadaa!!!tts all....hahahx...



owh yar......its 10th September!!!so....its one of my crazeee's fren n my godbro's bday!!hahax.....so.....

To V.Nishanthini: HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!
To Abdul Razzaq: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!
Wishing you all the best in whatever you do and hope to see you guys soon!!=D


Saturday, September 09, 2006
a day with my family! 2:31 AM

i had fun today!
went out with my family...like finally after soooo long! hahax...
but i kinda rot at home in the afternoon while waiting for my dad to come back from werk....
tts when i found this skin!hahax....a lil bit emo lar....somehow.....hahax!


ANIWAE! as i was saying..i went out with my family.....we went dinner at Pizza Hut @ Causeway Point........omg!!its like wow! coz.........i enter the place only...gt this cute chi guy standing there (one of the staff lar)......hahax.....sooo cute can!hahax....okay..mayb i was just 'consoling' myself......i oso dunno.....only god knows....
den den den...he kinda talk to me...omg!!!*melts*melts*....his smile is like...woah!hahax....but den he did wear name tag..so i dunno his name..hahax...n den a few mins later...he was gone..nowhere at sight..darn!den when we r leaving..i asked my bros whether gt c him or not...n GUESS WAT?!my elder bro happily say "he just left." omg!!!i was like.....wat the.....hahahax....but it was damn funni lar....coz the guy was like somewhere bside me...hahahax..dang!okok..nvm..lets forget bout him...hahaha....coz i dun think will meet him again or something...hahax...


after we left...we headed straight to my grandpa hse!which was located at Kampong Bendahara; Johore Bahru, Malaysia...hahahax....its also known as Jalan Bayam....so...when tere...fetched my grandpa n aunt...n headed back home!


and guess wat.....! i was camwhoring through out the journey!!hahahax...my bro was like..."tk habis-habis dier nie!" -translated: you r forever taking pics!......hahahax...all thanks to the ppl arnd me lar...hahax...always take pics..now im addicted..hahahaha....but not blaming you guys lar..u guys still rocks! =DD


so...haf fun looking at the pics....(random picks)


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my mummy n me!


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my daddy n me!


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amirjafni n me! -my elder bro...


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hafiz n me! -he's my first younger bro....


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hanif amni n me! -my second younger bro (the spoiled brat!)

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me, hafiz n my grandpa!


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me n my aunt!


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ME!!emo-ing...hahahahax..!


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last but not least.....combined pics!


the pics were abit blur..coz took dem wif my bro's hp...hahax....
today..i somehow manage to escaped from the thought of IT......althou at times i didnt...but overall...i DID it!!its a good start okay! =D so...ppl...dun no worries animore..c...im fine! =DD



so..tts all for tonite!its like 3am now...... gotta slp now!nytez/morning everyone! =DD


Friday, September 08, 2006
the end! 5:24 PM

another chapter of my life has just ended.....
not a happy ending thou.......haiz....
wanna noe whats im feelin now...
(disappointed x hurt + sad) / happy = ME


haiz...
no matter how hard its gonna be...i have to TRY my best n MUST forget HIM....


to HIM: thanks for everything..the time that you have wasted for me n all.....thanx for giving me sooooo much hope....and.....haiz....THANKS ALOT UH! but afterall..im not blaming you.....n im not hating you too...YOU better take GOOD care of her..if not...ill skin u alive!in the end..i have myself to blame....its all my fault..


to HER: you dun worry aite...im fine...as long as u r happy...im happy too...dun think too much kay..just be happy wif him.....ill be fine.....dun worry bout me....


to everyone who has been asking me whether im ok or not.....IM FINE! =D dun worry bout me.....thanx for being concern...i appreciate it...=D


to people like saihah, chye, navya n faezah..THANKS for being there for me....i felt better after all those chats with u guys....<3 *huggs*



Thursday, September 07, 2006
tts all of my fantasy! 2:42 AM

its all OVER! i soooo gotta MOVE ON! and stop dreaming.......
maybe its true to wat lemang has always told me......i shud have listen to him n just live in reality???


Wednesday, September 06, 2006
miss him loads! 12:57 AM

heyheyhey...i kinda lazy to blog...but im bored!!!!so....i blogg.....hahax...


todae had training.....self training i mean...with 4 ppl onli...hw pethatic....hahax....thanxto ppl hu back out at the last min...darn! haha....but dun blame them lar..gt things to do mahx....so onli gt sham, lyd, durga and me.....


okay..b4 training we have to like take the ball from qid....so...........we took like ONE FREAKING HOUR to locate her...hahahx....in the end we took cab to wher she is...hahax...its either she dun noe how to give directions....or.....the 4 of us dunno how to receive information for direction.....hahahahaha.....we were like at the other side of the woodlands when qid is like another side of woodlands...hahahahaha.....so funny......


den we headed to the court play wif 4 ppl onli..hahax...practice on our passing n shooting....den rest...slack...hahaha...den came the rest (ppl frm other team).....they had selection...we den decided not go for the selection....there goes.....but nvm...c them scared liao lar...hehex..=D


we den headed to Causeway...to buy OCK.....den Gelare to have Sham's waffle w ice cream....den did some window shopping....den headed back home...=DD den i finally gt to watch the new ch8 drama..like finally!!hahax...so touching lar!the guy flash the word 'Will You Marry Me' at the Fountain of Wealth - Suntec City there...so sweet rite!!!!omg!!!!*envy*envy*


(3 days.....and still counting.............)


~one moment of sacrifice; one act of love~



Tuesday, September 05, 2006
dotdotdot 11:02 PM

Lost.Confused.Insecure.Sufferings.Miserable.


Saturday, September 02, 2006
lalalala 8:00 PM

WA LAO WEI!!!
wats rong wif blogger???i cant seem to post my entries!!ugh!!!
aniwae....lemme just write wat i wanna blogg about.....


Saturday [o1o9o6]
a new month has begun....haha..n i worked full shift on a friday!!! *die* hahha..in the afternoon, 1st time work with pauline..hehe..it was okay bahx...a lot of new commers...in the afternoon didnt quite screw anithing....but......at nite..haiz..dunno wat happen to me sia...its not my day...BAD DAY!!!...i screwes ALOT of things lar.....took the wrong orders.....spilled water (this one not so bad lar)..didnt give menus to the customers after i serve them..den kena screwed by the MOD...haiz....but at least not so bad lar....haiz....bad day..bad day...............................is it all becoz of the "breakup"......haiz....i dunno lar....i dunno whether its my fault or not....but..haiz....IM I ALWAYS AT FAULT? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO TAKE THE INITIATIVE? but y me???UGH!! argh!!!!!!!

BUT...someone just brighten up my SCREWED UP day...hehe...as u all expected its HIM lar.....hehe...msged for a while...den he go slp le....hahaha..sianz...


Sunday [o2o9o6]
im soooo rotting at home lar....im so bored!!!....mite b gng to amin's gig...but still not sure yet...no one to go wif me..=(wanna ask HIM but........its not his kind of thing...so....i decided not to ask HIM go...haiz...but i sooo wanna mit him lar...hahaha..okay..nvm....=DD