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iLi @ sHoRtEeLi
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
haiz... 11:43 PM

Hello...

*speechless*
tts wat happened today for a moment...hahahhaa!!!!
it does not happen to me onli...haha!!but to someone else...shall i mention the person's name...whahaha!!!=P
okok..i shall b nice and not mention names...haha....

anywae...I SAW HIM JUST NOW!!!hehex...=))

anywae....went sch to chill wif my sem2 peeps...haha!!YAR!!SCHOOL!!like wat the....hahax..owh well.....but yea....we had fun uh....playing hide-and-seek in sch..at night...like so quiet and eerie...haha!!=))




*owh mann...tis is not right!!!!shacks!!!=(((*


Monday, February 26, 2007
soccer..soccer..soccer 11:29 PM

wow!i just realise i have not blogg for about a week??hmmx...quite long uh..hahaha!!actuali not i lazy to update but................blogger always gt problem when i wanna update...so dun blame me uh..hahaha! =))

anywae...have been soccer-ing alot lately...haha!lemme just start wif yest yar...=))

yesterday was like our very first official soccer match...NUS Tenses Game 2007....woots!!altho we didnt make it to the quater final....but we didnt do very badly thou...total 8 matches...won 1 match,draw 3 matches and lose 4 matches.....the score wasnt far apart....lost by 1 or 2.....RP in the 4th position for both team...not bad uh...opps...=x hahaha!!...

after the whole thing...when to eat at JE Entertainment.....hahax...den it was still early...so me,mel,irna,nas and weisi planned to give bernice a surprise..coz her 1st day of work..haha! TADAA!!and it was a surrpise..haha!!she was damn paiseh lar..haha!face all red sia..and her senior staff look at us like not happy like tt..hahah!owh well....*bleah*...hahax..

den nas headed home..left me,mel,irna and weisi...we headed down to esplanade..hahax...sat by the bay..and talk talk talk...woots...hehex...=)) had fun laughing throughout the journey...not forgeting at esplanade oso..hahaha!!the songs are all so..GAY lar!!hahax..opps =x....hahhaa!!

today was suppose to have netball self-training..was postponed to wed..but wed might not have it again...so anywae....we decided to play soccer today...woots! mel,irna,weisi,nas,faridah,lilian,cat and myself...haha!when to eat after tt...LJS....woohoo!!my fav fastfood!!hehex! =))
hmmx....tmr have soccer training...before tt the guys have match...and the girls will be watching.... and learn from it mayb?....haha! anywae....JIA YOU guys! =))


Wednesday, February 21, 2007
12:37 AM

HELLO!!
hahax..i just got back home...=))
went CNY visiting to my lovely frens hse...lester and angus..with my lovely frens...fifa,paul,isaac,cedric,jiawen,azhar and of coz lester and angus themselves...=))
*playplayplay...talktalktalk.....laughlaughlaugh(till i fall off the chair)*

hahax...=x but the worse part was the forfeit...hahax....fifa and angus forfeit...looksss ssoooooo WRONG lar...haha!!

left angus hse arnd 2315....cedric,isaac,paul and leaster went for movie after tt...unfortunately i cant go wif them..coz tmr morning im meeting the girls..=)))

will be meeting them at 9??harbourfront??HOPEFULLY i wun be late...(which i doubt so...coz....MARJ is gng to be later than me!!!whahahaha!!)

*Thoughts of you are always in my heart*


Tuesday, February 20, 2007
SO SWEET!!! 11:34 PM

AAWWWW!!!SOOOO SSWEEEETTT!!

yes....its just so sweet lar...*envy*envy*3 of my good frens just gt tgt...and on the same day..its just so cool lar...(2 of the 3 is considered one couple yar)
BUT SO SWEET LAR!!!


both couples are just so sweet....you ppl are so sweet can?!?!hahax....okok...im like addicted to S.W.E.E.T!!!hahaha!!

im happy for the both couples mann......woohoo!!

CONGRATULATION TO:

SHAMALA (Sham)
&
PRABHU
and
YUS
&
HISHAM (Sham)

*look!!both are sham!!haha!!cool huh...=))

They are extremely HAPPY...so m i!!!woots! =))))

*My head keeps asking: Who cares about him??*
*But my heart answers: YOU do stupid!*


12:32 AM

Hey..

found this as Susanti's blogg...and its kinda interesting...=0) have fun! [im bored..owh well...=))]

KEY:
A: likes to drink.
B: Likes people.
C: Is wild and crazy.
D: Have a very good personalityand looks.
E: A good kisser.
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell youwhat to do.
H: Has one of the bestpersonalities ever.
I: Loyal to the one you love.
J: Lives life for fun.K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone.
M: Makes dating fun.
N: Dead sexy.
O: Best in bed.
P: Popular with all types ofpeople.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: real crazy.
S: Easy to fall in love with.
T: Your loved one loyal to you.
U: Really like to chill.
V: Not judgemental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell youwhat to do.
Y: One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
Z: Always ready.

& So I am...

N: Dead sexy.
U: Really like to chill.
R: real crazy.
I: Loyal to the one you love.
L: Loved by everyone.
I: Loyal to the one you love.


Monday, February 19, 2007
im.so.happy 12:05 AM

woots!!
IM A HAPPY GAL TODAY!!!

hahax...
*smiles*

nutting much to say....
bye~

*love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you*


Saturday, February 17, 2007
y.am.i.feelin.this.way? 10:16 PM

hey....

owh mann...y am i feeling this way......hmmx..feeling wat way??i also dunno...haiz..nvm..just 4gt it bahx....

anyway, slacked at home the whole day...do some teaching for my bro, helped mummy out wif the cookings and all...blablabla....and watched Hana Kimi....WU ZUN IS SO DAMN CUTE LAR!!!hahax....im onli at episode3...hmmx...a long way to go..=))

and i just realise i have yet to complete watching stairways to heaven.....hahax...they always load half way lar...den very irritating....i dunno whether it onli happen to me or wat..anyone help??

moving on..................
haiz....im so gonna do nutting for the next 3 days lar....so BBOOOORRRIIINNNGGGG....no plans..sianz...den on wed ALOT of planns going on...haiz...might not be able to make it for one of them....=x

klar...i shall stop here...nutting much to blogg oso....
*missing something....or rather someone??hmmx......*

*BEEP*BEEP*
(smiles;frm ear to ear) =))


Friday, February 16, 2007
*regret*regret* 9:15 PM

firstly...

THANK YOU TO MY DARLING, SHAMALA!!
hahax..thanks for helping me post my previous entry...happy now??? *bleah* =))
so as i said yesterday....i had training today...
and.....as usual...IM LATE....hehex..opps..=x but but...theres something new today..surprisingly im NOT the latest...hahax...=x these 2 more who's later than me okay...hehex...

training was okay overall....loving soccer more and more each day...haha!...actuali i LOVED soccer once lasttym..but faded away...and now.....THE FEELING IS BACK!!!woohoo!!!=x hahax!
sprained my ankle again (thanks uh PY 4 kicking me...haha...jkjk)....the previous one haven recover completely yet...sianz...

after training....TEAM BONDING!!!hahax...everything is doing well...everyone is easy-going and all...tts GOOD!!!talk bout lotsa stuff....=))hmmx...wat name shud we use??hmmmmmmx.....

after makan-ing...everyone when home.....so den..irna and me thot tt it was still EARLY....so we headed to JP....hmmx....window shopping....den..........*BEEP*BEEP* "SOMEONE" msged me....hahax....asked me to join him and frens...but...unfortunately..my ankle have to sprain today of all the days...haha....=X owh well...........


*As long as you can still be dissapointed, you are still young*


Thursday, February 15, 2007
11:34 PM

First and fore most...


HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!

haha...=))
hmmx...wat i did today??lemme think....woke up at 12 (was late mitting up the gals...opps!=x)...hahax...actuali the gals know me well alrdy..hahax...the Miss Late....ahahaha!!tts y they ask to mit at 1.30 when the meeting is at 2.30..hahax...sweet uh they...come early for me....opps!=x heex....watever it is i still LOVE them...*muacks to all my girls*

anywae, gt meeting for the thailand trip thingy....briefing and stuff....satisfy wif the grouping (melissa,naz,zac,faqih,austin and myself)....=)) after the meeting didnt know where to go...haha! whether to join asyraf and gang or join mel and lynn for shopping!..hahaha......i REALI cudnt make a decision lar uh..haha...owh well...im not called Miss Anything for nutting right?haha.....*join asyraf and gang is a lil weird lar...coz onli like know few of them...haha! den join mel and lynn dunno wat to shop oso*

but den still have to make a decision lorx....so..............i wen for both....hahha! =)) went to eat wif asyraf and gang...den acc mel&lynn to shoppp......saw a few nice tops lar....but i have to refrain myself from buying it......have to watch my financial....coz im not working much now....so yar...=((

hmmx...and and and.....mel & lynn to make over me!!woots....i reali dun mind...hahah!!=)) cool uh...make over....haha!they encourage me to dress up more....haha!!hmmx....to sch???nahx....mayb gng out..hahax....girls one day uh...wear formal okay??with heels issit, mel?=))tmr gt soccer training @ 10.....woots!!hahahx..dunno whether can wake up anot lar..haha! hopefully can uh...so my gals dun have to wait 4 me for so long..=x

till the next time....peace!

*Having you by my side is just so heavenly*
*Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life*


HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2:47 AM

OMG!!!
just get to watch High School Musical!!!!its AWESOME mann!!!!like omg!!!!the leading actor and actress are so freaking cute lar!!Zac is so freaking CUTE and and Vanessa is so freaking PRETTY lar....omg!!!they are just so cute lar uh...

when watching the show...i was thinking of this particular person...owh mann.....tts bad...but cnt help it....from the start to the end sia....shacks!=x

owh yar...owh yar...and at the same time i SUPER DUPER happy for my frens!!!they had a SUPER DUPER nice valentines.....tts good!!!happy for you ppl mann..my heart goes to you ppl...=DD

*Let us not look back in anger or forward in fear, but around in awareness*


Wednesday, February 14, 2007
bbbooooorrrriiinnnngggg...... 6:30 PM

heyheyhey...

today's trainingwas cancelled..=(( damn!.....wanted to go over woodlands and join mel.kyl,py and lynn......BUT.....just plain lazy...opps.....but den a lil regret after tt...coz......at home oso nutting to do!!and and and.......................they saw my beautiful stranger...haha!!


so...to entertain myself......i edited some photos....and changed my blogskin!!haha!=)) how is it?nice?haha! =))

and also....
i made this...




im seriously bored lar...and its kinda weird for me not to go out.hahax..even my mum and bro was shock when they saw me at home the whole day....whahahahhaha!!! =)) BUT...i did help out in doing the chores okayy...haha! =P


*A beauty is someone you notice; A charmer is one who notices you*


Tuesday, February 13, 2007
draw 3-3 11:40 PM

one down...two more to go.....

today's match was....err.......ok lar....it was okay afterall....althou its a draw 3-3....i think we are not performing tt well...=(( BUT HEY......its just the beginning yar......=)) COME ON GALS, WE CAN DO IT! =))

after match when makan wif the girls....1st tym wif the soccer clique..=)) talk talk talk...den when to find our training shirt..haahx...quite nice uh...but they dun have stock!!sad case!but we shall find it at other outlets...=D

when back wif irna...OMG!!!she and her GAY lar!!like omg....everything we do oso gay lar!!haha!WATEVER lar irna...haha!laughed the whole journey back...hahhaa! 'till my stomach wanna come out sia'....hahahah!!

tmr having netball training at 10!!argh!!!so early!!!haha!dunno whether can wake up anot lar!hahax..hopefully can uh...haha!

*your.beautiful.smiles.are.just.so.beautiful*


Sunday, February 11, 2007
im missing you..=)) 9:58 PM

Good evening everyone!!

hmmx...lemme start wif yest.....
yest was the 1 time i work with the new management crew....hmmx...it was....oookkkkaaayyyy lar...not tt bad lar uh..=)) McDin is back at Heeren...so is Sue....get to know the new supervisors/managers...Anba,Nesh,Eddie.......hmmx....they are okay...but their working style is just diff..and wat else can i do...except adapting to the new environment..=))

and..yest Eddie just made me realise something new about my name.....haha! im Loving it...haha!cool huh??hahax...and he sae it with the hand sign oso...hahhaha!!!owh yar....and and...McDin reminds me so much of Mr Smiley....haha!!!!i guess its the smile and the way he talk....haha!!okok..moving on........

=))


today...worked afternoon shift...was a lil bit late...for like 5mins...haha!but still gt "punished".....haha! but actuali it was nutting....=x work was DAMN S.L.O.W.....boring lar...haha!!like not much work to do...hahah!but overall it was okay lar..=D

after work...waited for khai...he's late...haha...cnnt blame coz he make an effort to come to heeren..hahah!!=x went home straight....and finally he gt the cd back...hahah! have fun watching SAW 3 uh khai..haha!! owh yar....den he show me attitude sia!but nvr lorx..like tt lorx...hmph!!

SORRY UH!!

*miss.you.miss.you.not*


Saturday, February 10, 2007
bored! 2:11 AM

heyheyhey...
im bored so thot of updating.=))

so had A112 today...last lesson!!half happy half not....happy coz no need to think about VB anymore (for now)...not happy coz........left one more day wif my class, w26D....althou we r like not TT close anymore..which i dunno wat happen to us......im still gonna miss all of u...like all the craps lar...and yar...just so saaad...=((

on the other hand, i felt a lil bit bonded wif my soccer mates liao!woohoo!!tts great!and speaking of soccer we are having 3 matches this Feb and Mar...woohoo!!....11-a-side,7-a-side and 5-a-side.....friendly wif the floorball girls,NUS tournament and SRC...woots!haha!super xcited can...hhahah!=))

anywae,today something unexpected happen again..haha...like very weird uh..haha!!owh well....but it all happen like so fast lar!!okok nvm..i shall not complain nor err......watever...
i shhh!! =xXx


Thursday, February 08, 2007
Nice-ness 2:42 AM

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isnt this nice....anywae, i think tis is nice lar...cool huh..=))

anywae........today 2 things happened..hahax..like both unexpected things uh...like omg!!! but...one is like damn GOOD..and one is like....quite bad uh..but im like shocked to know tt too...

lemme start wif the not so good one first... its good to know now..coz i dun know how long more can i handle this alone...like ive been holding it on for quite a LLLLLOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGGGG time....i felt a lil relieve thou after letting it out....its just so unbelievable....gosh!i shall not mention much here...its just so not right.....so yar.............

next...the HAPPY part.... hehe.... i....i....i......hahaha....nvm nutting.. im just happy!!!THANKS SHAM AND MEL!!thanks alot darl and sweetie...it wouldnt be possible w/o the both of u...hahax..alamak..i like blushing now lar..haha..*SHY*...hahaha!okok...i shall stop her...hahahaha!!!

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today didnt go sch again..hahaha!!like lazy to go sch liao....haha!okok...tt shudnt happen!!=x but ill definitely go trainings...so when sch early coz sham's class ended early...so yar...when to mel's calss met up wif sham and of coz mel...haha!slack there......den when over to prabhu's class...hahax..initally took pic for dem and all..den we slack there..hahax..for wat i oso dunno..haha! went SOMEWHER else in between..whahaha!!! *grins*

den off to soccer training...faz wasnt there to couch us..=(( but there was this nice uncle who coached us instead...=)) learned quite a few things.....had fun during training too...hahax! BUT...we shud be more serious during trainings to excel!!woots!! =)) shud i go sch tmr??hmmx.....i seriously dun know...like i said early...getting lazier&lazier each day..hahax..=x mayb tmr den decide uh...c when i wake up whether my mood wanna go sch anot...hahaa!=x
BUT if i nvr go sch....i cnt...........
MY BEAUTIFUL STRANGER!!!hahaha!!
hmmx...how?how?how?


Tuesday, February 06, 2007
WOOHOO!! 10:57 AM

IM SO FREAKING HAPPY TODAY!!!
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW IM FEELING NOW!!!
WOOTS!!!


Monday, February 05, 2007
It a Monday! 10:53 PM

hey peeps!!

had G104 module today..hahax...it was quite okay lar...do-able...haha!den there was the fire evacuation thingy...hahax...felt so sec sch uh..hahha!

after sch...had training wif the girls!!!had fun and BRUISES at the end of training...whahahah!but its ok...hopefully the bruises doesnt make an UGLY mark lar....haha! =))

tmr G106 module....Enterprise..dunno whether wan to go or not..haha!heard its gonna be damn tough...hmmx...1st lesson of the week summore...sianz!no ppt to take for reference..=X

[p.s: I SAW MY EYE-CANDY during breakout 1!!and after sch but frm far =(( ]


Sunday, February 04, 2007
A day out wif 2 guys 12:47 AM

heyhey...

IM SO HAPPY TODAY I TALKED TO DUDE!!! -.-" hahax..he sae im only happy when my eye-candy talk to me..hahax...so now i happy u talk to me okay??happy now???hahah! -.-"

anywae, today in the moring had The Cage tournament...it was okay uh..hahax..althou played for only 2 games...and.....lose both matches...=x but its okay...team Ok Goal still had fun yar? =))
Tropicanaz played well mann.....=) althou they ended during the semi-finals....hahax...but then again they are my frenz!!=))

GOOD GAME to all the 32 Teams tt participated! =)


after the games when NLB @ Bugis.....actuali to get our CE points..but then...............it says will onli get the 2 CE points after submission of RJ...like wth...sianz sia!sorie guys...brought u guys all the way there....=x

after tt was supppose to mit fifa and the rest..to have a farewell dinner for our China fren,mingming...=) but den...after i reach Kallang..and after me,dude and din reached cityhall alrdy..they sae they not coming...den like tt lorx..
ended up the 3 of us chilling at Suntec City....hahax..it was nice lar..I LOVE THE CLOUDS!!!so fluffy!!and the atmosphere there was just nice........butbut......gt alot of memories there lar...haiyoh..but with my lovely frens company....ill be alright..=))

and im like just gt home lar..hahax..not reali just uh..but just...hahax...contradicting???hmmx...hahaha!nvm...just 4gt it..haha!

i think my bed is calling me already......GOOD NIGHT peeps!!
ciao!


Friday, February 02, 2007
IM HAPPY!=) 11:28 PM

hey peeps!

today i never go sch...as i xpected..hahah!actuali i was reali sick in the morning....after much rest and consideration...i decided to go sch in the afternoon for soccer training....

but den ended up nvr train..hahax..i was damn sick..i stomach is giving me problem..and i cudnt take it...haha!mel and myself trained our passing and juggling..haha!

den off to dinner wif kyl,py,lynn,sham,mel and myself......sat there will like 10plus....
owh yar!!owh yar!!!before tt..........I SAW MY EYE-CANDY AGAIN!!!!and this time HE TALK TO ME!!!!woots!!hahah..=x like wow lar....he talk to me!!okok...i shh!!!like long tym i nvr blogg about guys uh..haha....=xXx


Thursday, February 01, 2007
hmmx.. 11:58 PM

heyheyhey...
guess wat....im UPDATING!!!hahax....okok..=)

first ill start wif school....hmmx......school......so far this i week i only came for one day...coz gt UT mahx....den have to come and summore its my G104 module which im absent for like 4 times...so must go...haha!den now...tmr dunno whether wan to come sch or not..hahax..like lazy sia!summore i damn tired lar....shud i or shud not i?....hmmx....module for A112 haven use yet...hehe....

next...netball....hmmx....now we are combining with the first team.....dunno whether its good or bad lar uh....just hoping for the best....BUT...we still have our own Casper training!! woohoo!! =)) new activities are coming in like the pool training which im.....errr......dun think will be going....whahaha!=x (sorie lyd dun think i wud go for it)

next....soccer....hmmx....trainings ok.....everything is doing great...hahax..i just like soccer...hahax! but like long tym nvr play like REALI rusty sia..but nvm...can start all over again...hehex..=)) tis sat will be playing for The Cage thingy..hahax..dunno how it will go..but...worry not....coz we will be playing for fun!!!hehex..=))

lastly...I SAW MY EYE-CANDY JUST NOW!!!woots...=))