harlow evrione!!
heex...im sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy todae!!!!!saw Mr R....we had eye-to-eye contact...den he smiled....his smile is...WOW!......*drools*melts*....his smile can make me melt sia....cant help lookin at him...hehex...thanx azri 4 makin me jealous juz now...(remember wat u said to Mr R juz now).....but aniwaez,thanx 4 the picx...hehex..
gosh!Mr R is damn cute....he is SUPER DAMN swit wif his smile......BUT he still haven call me....grr!haf i juz missed his call wen my hp low batt???NOO!!!plz not b it!i cant afford to make another mistake!!haiz.....
ciaoz....waitin 4 Mr R's call..........................................
ARGGHH!!!
hw stupid can i be mann!!!first it was at JYC....den at the buz stop!!arrgghh!!!!
kt JYC wanna sae "Hi!"...but malu....i was regrettin all the way...(thanx saerah to layankn my irritatin rants juz now...hehex)...menyesal mann....haiz!
den at the buz stop....as i was tokin to zul...i did NOT notice Mr R was in the buz behind "zul's" buz...its not fair tt saerah saw him....haiz!i onli saw him wen the buz started to move away...argh!!tinkin bout it cn make me regret more...
todae nvr c Mr Must Not....eventhou we r sitted in the same hall..cnt c him...haiz...not as luck as faezah...rite faezah?hehex... ('o-,)
till here...got to continue studyin PoA...if not im gonna b DEAD!..hehex..
harloz!
gosh!!!i dun believe tiz is happenin to me man.....i reali reali didnt xpect tiz to happen....n the bez ting is.....its happenin day after day.....first it was Mr 'Must Not'.....den Mr (hmmx.....haven come out wif ani name yet...haha!)....i've got it!!call him Mr R....hehex...some ppl get it,some ppl dont....
chatted wif Mr 'Must Not' tru sms...but im still over the moooon....its lyk..."wow!we msged me..."....den the next dae...Mr R called me!!can u believe it...he called me!i was damn shocked....never did i expect him to call....was fun chatting wif him on the fon...eventhough we didnt tok much.....but I TALK TO 'MR R'....WOW!!!!felt lyk im dreamin mann...its too gd to b tru...but ITS TRU!!haha!
now im hoppin tt we cud tok face-to-face...hope tt i wun b tongue tied...heex!klar...till here...gotta stop blabberin n start studying...arios!
haiz....i was moody the whole dae...izzit bcoz of her?hmmx....i wander...i had mixed feelin juz now...angry?sad?...argh!!i had alwaez felt she is closer to someone..its not tt im jealous...but if i were to do tt...she'll definately b angry at me(moz of the tyms)...haiz...i dunno lar...i reali hate it wen i wanted to tell her someting n she seemed not interested....i mean at least tell me tt u r not interested..if not juz pretend to b interested...i alwaez felt i've been left behind...y?
sometimes i juz tink tt whether im there or not does make ani diff...
yar...lyk sab said...I M a FAILURE...i suck in watever i do...watever i do is wrong...im a failure!
AAARRRGGGHHHH!!no mood to write oreadi lar!!!!!!!till here...............................
ARRGGHH!!!!!!got my o level ML result juz now...it was a disappointment sia...xpected at least B3....but unfortunately i got B4...darn!!but i was quite surprised tt i got distinction 4 my oral...wen i took my oral..i was practically speechless n out of words...evrytin was in a mess...but aniwaez,im gonna retake my ML paper...i wan to get AT LEAST A2...as i promise to Mr Amran tt i will work xtra hard for it...n onli for ML but oso other subjects...BUT humanities is an xception...heex...juz cudnt get all the fact into my pea brain...
newaez,hu watched Destiny juz now??touching rite the ending.....so sweet.....but tt Congye ar....one farkin basted sia...serve him rite...end up jadi giler...whahaha...
hmmx....dunno wat to write liao....till here 4 now...
*newaez,SHARIFFAH...CONGRATULATION!!u fair damn well 4 ur ML...proud of u mann...;D*
harlowz...im back...hahax...lets see...my previous entry was lyk laz mth..hahax...not so bad thou...
guess wt....im in skewl...whahahah...*lame*
hmmx...lots of tings had happened...life had been miserable for me t some point of tyme...he juz cant stop makin my life miserable..problems after problems...geez! its not tt i dun wan to help...but come on...hu lyks excessive problems rite...i cant take it animore!!!!arrgghh!!!
cant wait 4 the floorball match later...heex...GO Ubin!Go Ubin!..hehex...tekong got disqualified coz short of players...poor shariffah didnt get to plae..heex...if onli teres inter-house soccer....haiz...miss soccer mann...
newaez,got to werk todae N tmr...haiz...gonna miss the NDP live again tiz yr..as in live on tv..haax...sianz..
till here 4 now...dunno wat to write liao...arios!