Saturday, August 20, 2005
moody moody moody....
8:42 AM
haiz....i was moody the whole dae...izzit bcoz of her?hmmx....i wander...i had mixed feelin juz now...angry?sad?...argh!!i had alwaez felt she is closer to someone..its not tt im jealous...but if i were to do tt...she'll definately b angry at me(moz of the tyms)...haiz...i dunno lar...i reali hate it wen i wanted to tell her someting n she seemed not interested....i mean at least tell me tt u r not interested..if not juz pretend to b interested...i alwaez felt i've been left behind...y?sometimes i juz tink tt whether im there or not does make ani diff...yar...lyk sab said...I M a FAILURE...i suck in watever i do...watever i do is wrong...im a failure!AAARRRGGGHHHH!!no mood to write oreadi lar!!!!!!!till here...............................