im in a state of shock rite now... it wasnt a gd dae 4 me...haiz....yest. 1 ting in the mornin was woken up by sumone hu i didnt xpect him to "re-appear"...den wen to werk wif azz..n we were abit late..s usuali due to me...den at werk...gt HER...the sight of her juz makes me MAD!!!!!urghh!!!!haf i told u tt i miss werkin wif the old staff??yar i miss werkin wif dem...the new badge is SOOOO MUCH diff frm the previous badge....i oso miss werkin wif steph,jaysher,val,anna........haiz... den was worried bout sumone...den now im freakin shock to noe bout sumtin....haiz.... omg!!!i juz hate tiz feelin mann......i dunno whether to laugh,cry,smile,feel angry...arrgghhh!!!i gt mixed feelings....tiz sucks..im feelin so weak...haiz...till here 4 now...*If you can never find the words to explain how you feel, it's probably because there are no words to express it*